Different Than You: No Less Important and Still God's Child(A Call To Rachel, Her Family, and Her Religion)

'Tis true my form is something odd,
But blaming me is blaming God;
Could I create myself anew
I would not fail in pleasing you.

If I could reach from pole to pole
Or grasp the ocean with a span,
I would be measured by the soul;
The mind's the standard of the man.

Dear Readers,

Above is a clip from the movie "The Elephant Man" about Joseph(aka John) Merrick who had a debilitating disease to the point he was called the Elephant Man.  Also is a quote he used at the end of most of his letters made famous by Issac Watts from the writings "False Greatness". 

Rachel Myatt was loved more than she could ever know by me so this has been a long time coming and its only just the start. The point I am trying to make is why would she be so hateful and cruel to someone who loved her and who she claimed to love.  Was it was because I believed in her? Because I wasn't willing to just let go and let her walk all over me? I wasn't going to let her lie about having me in her life? It saddened me that she nor her family had the courage to stand up to me.  It also saddened me that she let others in her Church make excuses for her and would put them in the line of fire instead of be woman enough to admit what she did was horrible.  It also seems contradictory because the people of The Church of the New Jerusalem are such fans of Helen Keller who was deaf, blind, and mute. God gives us all the chance to shine and Rachel had been blessed with true love even after she had hurt other men and I could have destroyed her with the evil that I am capable of.  I can be vindictive, I could have done mean and terrible things, but what did I do? I told the world I loved her and that she destroyed me by going against what her religion preached and most of all what God Preached.  I called people out because of them only seeing her side and not once ever seeing that I was the one who was suffering and through all that I still put everything on the line to love her. I didn't want to play the weak victim. I wanted her to realize that she tried to play the victim, make me look bad during my state of mourning, pass judgment on me and say I was mentally unstable and that led to me becoming very sick with sadness and being unstable for the lies, deceit, and disregard she had for me and my family.

I want to stop for a minute to use this quote that has be come popular in the last couple of months.  "Clarity settles all scores. It pays back all debts".   You can hide, change your name, get married, have another relationship Rachel Myatt but this is going to continue to follow you and your family around.  You can stop what is coming to you but you prefer evil to good and by you showing your example of ignoring me and not acting on something that could stay pretty private you only put more people at risk of being caught up in this.  It is sad that your sister Rebecca can post a picture of her hugging her your mom up on mothers day telling her how much she loves her but both Jane Myatt and Rachel Myatt hurt me and both the memory of my mother and don't think anything of it. Yes my eye is on you and don't think I have forgotten. When the time come it will crush a lot of people.  I don't threaten violence, physical harm, or revenge.  My form of retribution is through love and the story I still have yet to tell. Rachel if you were woman enough you would contact me and end this. I know you nor any of your family wont because you are not sorry, you are not forgiving, and you have always been a bully. Someone gave you a taste of your own medicine and you tried to play the victim.  Remember, you were the one who allowed me in your heart, you were the one who let me into your home, to meet your family, your child, and into your bed.  I gave you all of me because I believed you were of the Lord. So yes you hurt me and changed my life by your hatefulness and hurtfulness and you are being called upon and called out by God to either mend what was broken or accept the consequences of being evil.  5 years down the line you cannot hide what you did and I am determined to make things bigger and when you hurt someone like me who was full of love and scar our beautiful hearts. Well lets just say we grow bigger, and stronger, and more determined and since you kicked me so far down with your evil, lies, and abandonment then I cannot go down any further.  I was at the point of dying from a broken heart, every bone in my body hurt from your betrayal, I thought about drugs, alcohol, and and even using other women to try to ease the pain but I refused all of those in favor of writing and letting the world know my thoughts on both you Rachel Myatt, your family, and the New Church.   Its all in your corner now.  You can watch the clip above and maybe it will change your heart. Better yet watch the whole movie.  I saw it first when I was 8 yrs old and it taught me to love and accept others even if they were different than myself. Look at most of my pictures they are with white people who at one time I was taught to hate. My best friends are a White Atheist and a Pakistani man and a Half Asian/White young lady.  I am diverse, I am full of love, and I would never treat someone like you treated me because I thought they wouldn't fit in. Fact is I would have loved it in Dawson Creek.  You didn't understand that I was going through so much I came cause I loved you and I gave you all that I was at the time. It was all about you and Jonathan and for the first time in my life I truly loved someone. Even my father had my back and we were distant his whole life. Then I get back here you tore me down, found every flaw that you could with me, and then denied there was a reason for you to treat me the way you did.  When you said the word different I knew what you meant BLACK.  You weren't the first person to treat me that way and I can never know what Joseph Merrick went through with his deformity because thats apples and oranges in comparison but I spent my whole life being Different and having doors kicked in my face for the simple color of my skin.  So to you Rachel Myatt, Myatt Family, Friesen, Baker, and Stiles I say this.  I am sorry that you could not see that I loved Rachel and Jonathan with all my heart and deemed to judge me the way you did but I am not sorry for letting the truth out and if Rachel felt publicly shamed she deserved it because to me I was trying to show her at first that she was publicly loved and that I was willing to climb any mountain to let anyone know I loved her and Jonathan more than anything.  In Conclusion.   You do reap what you sow and the seeds of what were done are finally coming into fruition through clarity and a clear mind. We are all children of God and no matter how different we may be we all deserve respect and love.  You showed none of that to me during my darkest hour when all I did was put aside the pain and darkness to love you.

Curse of The Church of The New Jerusalem : Rachel's Curse

Let it be known to all in the General New Church of the Jerusalem that on this day July 10th the year 2013 there is a curse placed on anyone who joins the Church of the New Jerusalem.  I came to you with nothing but love, hope, reconciliation, and you scoffed at me and spit in my face.  The curse is called Rachel's Curse and below you may read it.

Here also is a blog containing Rachel's own words of how much I loved her and after saying such things abandoned me when my mother died, laughed in my face, and tried to make me look mentally ill when I was grieving.   I tried to forgive and forget but no part on Rachel or her family came toward me so on this day worldwide may this curse haunt you all and be a reminder  to be kind to those who truly love you, not to cast stones, and to try to understand people before you put doctrine over loving your neighbor. 
http://iloverachelmyatt.blogspot.com/2011/08/lost-meaning-of-true-friend.html



Warning there are explicit feelings in the next paragraphs and I take full responsibility for what I say and back it up  100%.  I don't stutter and I don't care what anyone thinks because my heart was broken not only by Rachel Myatt but by the hypocrites and bigots in the New Church (all the Pastors,  Rev, and Whoever who judged me)

The Curse of Rachel Myatt
You laughed in my face after telling me you would be there for me.  You cursed me, said ill things about me and my family and for the rest of your life I leave this curse and I show no remorse and have no sympathy. 
1. For hurting me may your soul be sentenced to Gehenna for saying anything ill against my deceased mother.
2. Any Children you or your immediate family have be cursed for you playing with my dream, making fun of me wanting to be a father and husband, and taking it as some kind of joke.
3. When your parents die, for promising to be there when mine left me may everyone leave you alone and abandon you in your grief and kick you when you are down.
4. Each time a person is Baptized in the New Church faith from this day on may they carry the Curse of Rachel Myatt's hatefulness, evil, disrespect, and selfishness.  I learned that from Swedenborg and to each and everyone from this day may you carry this curse which can only be lifted by Rachel making peace with me or my family.
5. May you take to the grave that you hurt someone so bad that they hated you.  I have never hated anyone in my life but I hate you and your family Rachel Myatt.  You had all the love in the world and I gave you what little I had and you spat in my face, you ridiculed me, and judged not only my love in the Lord, my abilities in the Lord, but you tried to tell me I didn't love you and tried to make me look bad when I was grieving.  Your hateful words ring in my ears and may this Curse spread through the New Church like wildfire.  I will be sending it out to as many New Church congregations as I can I am sorry that you didn't believe in forgiveness, love, and reconciliation.  You once were loved and cherished but you didn't appreciate my friendship, my kind soul, nor my heart so damned be the Church of the New Jerusalem and cursed be the Myatt, Friesen, and Baker Families.  That is a covenant with a promise.

Satan's Attempt to Turn People Away from True Christianity To Selfish Hedonistic New Age Self Love

Dear Readers,
Try and try as they will the New Church will try to get you to think they are a legitimate form of Christianity. Due to their desperate recent attacks on Mormonism and Jehovah's Witnesses its no wonder they are trying to promote themselves in a good life. They speak of parables and metaphors but they make excuses , Swedenborg in his own works denounces such things as spirit mediums but contradicts himself by being just that. Evil is evil. These people believe Adam and Eve was a parable and that the story of Creationism was just a story. They want to denounce the Trinity but say others are less divine. They accused Jehovah's Witnesses of believing in the Trinity and leading people away from Divinity when it seems none of them have actually even done their homework. They are fiercely against the Trinity. Lies people like Pastor Coleman Glenn and others in the New Church will continue to tell you and I will continue to fair and unbiasly contradict it with cold hard facts, Bible truths, and reality. These New Age wankers have their heads so far up their rears they really believe anyone will take them seriously. They are agents of the true Dark Lord, Prince of Darkness, and evil Satan. If you notice in their works you never hear about Satan and rarely hear about Jesus. You hear Swedenborg this and New Church that. Instead of use Swedenborgs work as the go to and cornerstone of their faith and anyone who is Christian should know the Holy Bible is the foundation for Christian life. I will continue to fight against false religion, hypocrisy, Rachel Myatt, Pastor Coleman Glenn, The New Church and the evil that it represents.

God Bless True Christians.

Redneck Cult : Why I Will Defend It.

It was brought to my attention that some people in the New Church are hurt by their church or circle jerk club being called a cult. A redneck one at that.  I had one Pastor in South Africa and I have in writing say they only want certain kind of people in their church and if that is not cultish or racist then what is.  I have another Pastor in Canada basically defend evil and hateful acts.  What more do I need? You act all secretive but get your feelings hurt when people call you out on the lies you spout.  You put down other "So Called" cults who have members in the millions i.e. Mormons and Jehovah's Witnesses but millions next to your quaint thousands means you are being heard right.  You are not effective as a machine, your sermon sucks, your delivery is contradictory and hypocritical.  You want people to follow a heretic and do things that are not in the Bible yet the writer of the Writings even warned that these things were evil.  Instead of use real world applications and get into the world religion area you jerk yourselves off and have orgasms off of what you think is right amongst yourself but never go test your theories and your allegories and alliteratons against the rest of the world.  If someone says something ill against your Church you get mad and defensive but you will say something against another religion and organization all the while claiming all those who live a good life and believe in a higher and greater good will reach heaven.  Where was that in my case.  I was laughed at during a tragedy in my life.  I was told I was stupid.  I was told my love didnt matter and that I was wrong and by a Pastor and a girl who couldnt even tell me what she believed in when I asked her about doctrine.  You see The people in the New Church for the most part are cowards.  No one wanted to stand up and see the Radical and true love I had for Rachel, the Myatts, and Friesens but they encouraged the evil she did as a mistake and automatically try to make me the one at fault.  Rachel said I manipulated her? What a lie. You can't manipulate someone who lives in another country, someone who you invite into your house, and your bed, it takes two to tango and she just didnt want to take responsibility for your own evil actions.  In the coming weeks I am going to make sure Pastor Glenn and Rachel understand why this is still going on and the world is going to continue to know about the two faced, racist loving New Church, and how I have done nothing but try to love both the person who appointed themselves as my enemy after being my best friend and lover. 

Living Well is The Best Revenge.

That is what I am doing. I am having a blast and I will continue to do so living and loving regardless of what some evil redneck judgmental cult says.  If they want to prove they are otherwise then do so but I am not going to stop printing or putting out the truth when you have it right in front of you.

God Bless

The Evil Swedenborg Brought To My Mothers Day : To Rachel and Jane Myatt, Hilary Glenn, and The General Church of the New Jerusalem

Dear Readers,
I am saddened that I have to start and even go down this road but it is necessary.  I included the video by Tara Sloan "Perfect Girl" to let whoever in the New Church know that to me I always loved Rachel Myatt for her imperfections and her flaws and because of her New Church upbringings all she did was judge me.  Rachel and her son Jonathan were the love of my life but I never knew how dangerous and evil the teachings of Emanuel Swedenborg were until I started dating her.  They caused her to lie to me, belittle me, and constantly put down myself and others.  She had low self esteem, very little confidence, and she didn't see the full potential that God had for her in this world.  My mother died in August of 2010 and so this blog and its subsequent campaign are in memory of her and how both Rachel, her family, and Pastor Coleman Glenn and others in the New Church reacted to my reaction to Rachel's arrogance, evil, and self love on behalf of the Dawson Creek New Church.  The really painful part is that Jesus Christ teaches us to reconcile and put things right.  Rachel thought she could walk away from a relationship she didnt want by being untruthful and unkind.  She said I was mentally ill when I was grieving, she used secrets that I had told her against me, and was just a truly evil person.  Yet when I kept being loving both she, her family, and Pastor Coleman Glenn were very inconsiderate, uncaring, and unloving. 

I want to speak for a moment to Hilary Glenn.  On this Mother's Day I just want to say that I am sorry that you would raise a son, especially one who claims to be a servant of the Lord who would be insensitive to someone losing their own mother.  It was very disappointing and heartbreaking because people come to God's servants because they love the Lord.  Coleman is selfish and only cares about his own well being and Swedenborg's doctrine.  He doesnt love his fellow man. All he cared about was what Rachel did and said and never once realized that he was being both damaging to the image of the Church and taking Rachel's side without ever knowing anything about me.  I laid proof out constantly and constantly it was ignored.  Its a shame that he didnt want good will or love to happen for me as he hypocritically carried on a long distance relationship with Miss Ann Hurd while putting down the one I had with Rachel Myatt.  Lastly how could someone who had a form of cancer be so insensitive and selfish.  When he needed prayers and love people were there.  It seems to me when I needed prayers and love I got lies, ridicule, and excuses and because of it the story will be told worldwide in the form of a book in the next year.  I personally think your son should be removed from the New Church Clergy.  He doesn't deserve to serve if he cant even be a humble servant like Christ was.  Everyday I serve people and it keeps me humble,  grounded, and honest.  God has blessed me 10 fold even in the evil brought to me by the New Church and he will continue to give me insight to expose your son and others who use Swedenborg's word as a mean to trump Christ love and His Word.  I am so sorry that losing a mother meant so little to Pastor Glenn and I wish him love and kindness when you die. Mrs Glenn.


To Shelly Jane and Rachel Myatt.
For almost 3 years I have kept up a blog of how deeply you both hurt me.  Instead of keep her word Rachel abandoned me after giving me false hope.  She tried to pretend in one moment like I didnt exist.  When she spoke ill of me and of my mom it killed me inside and for months I barely spoke.  I stayed in the house, had little to no human interaction,  I was broken.  The straw that broke the camels back is when you sent back an unmarked Christmas Card to which this day I still have to show anyone who doubts me. How evil!! You could have just thrown it away but instead of open it and see the peace and love I wanted with you, you addressed it and sent it back to the U.S. and you wonder why I think Swedenborgians are pure evil.  Rachel teaches Jonathan not to apologize so why should I even want peace or reconciliation with someone so evil and so self centered.  I do so because I love my Lord Jesus Christ and He comes before any human desire, inane need of myself, or selfish love I have inside me.  Instead of see me as a blessing Shelly Jane I felt you analyzing me and a lot of it was only because of religion.  I loved your daughter and grandson with all my heart and today on mothers day.  Rachel brings shame to you and your family always because the one thing my mother did on her death bed was bless Rachel and all the Myatts and give me her blessing to go love them.  Even though she never got to meet Rachel she thought the world of her because for once I was truly in love and she saw it.  I would have never hurt your daughter.  I believed in Rachel and all that she was.  I never wanted to change her, I wanted her love but I wanted her to be happy being who she was.  I never passed judgment on her and she once asked me could I love her even though she didnt pursue college.  I told her I loved her for her and whatever she did was fine as long as I could love her and Jonathan.  Jane you and your family are hypocrites because you tried to use Religious and Racial divide to keep Rachel and I appart.  Your own daughter adopted Black Children and imagine the world they have to live in.  Imagine me being a child at one time and having to deal with immense racism and hate for no reason and all I wanted to do was be loved and accepted.  Well that kind of Bigotry is what makes the world a screwed up place. You just couldnt see the fact that I courted your daughter, kept my promises to your daughter and grandson, and loved them enough even in my grief to come be with them.  Rachel was all I ever wanted, she was the love of my life, and Satan even tempted me with a woman I once wanted but instead I called Rachel and told her how much I loved her and refused to be seduced by the other woman.  It seems to me that you and others put thoughts in Rachel's head that were not and should have not ever been there.  I trusted you with how I was feeling and I told you the truth.  My father abused me till the day I found him dead 7 days before he died he told me how worthless and stupid I was and he did this all the time even though I know I am not.  I told you about my abuse because I loved you and Rachel and thought you were going to be family and was trying to let you into the grief I was feeling and you turned that into something else.  I am sorry but I am a leader and not a follower but the one thing I did want with Rachel is love and a relationship with God. When I asked Rachel about the Church of the New Jerusalem she couldnt even tell me what it was about with a straight face.  She stumbled through it,  I don't even know if she knew.  She would not pray with me because she assumed I did not know the Lord's Prayer - What good Christian doesn't.  Im my case my parents had it up on my wall when I was 3yrs old so that I had to memorize it and remember it. When I look at New Church blogs and publications all I see is how they are better than Catholics, Protestants, and other Major Religions yet they steal from them in idea.  They also will belittle other religions such as Mormonism and Jehovah's Witnesses who are both a threat to them because they are in the millions of members but considered a cult.  I am sorry Church of the New Jerusalem but you are a Cult. You are radical, you are self centered, and you are just plain rude. You want to attack others but you dont like it when others retaliate and prove you wrong. Pastor Coleman Glenn is such a coward that when I defended a certain religion that he was letting someone attack on his blog he wouldnt even post my retort because it showed him for the hypocrite he is.
SO YOU KNOW WHAT JANE AND RACHEL MYATT? This is only the beginning of my stand against the New Church but l wanted to do the Godly thing today and wish your mother Dorothy, you and Rachel,  Jessica, Amanda, Sarah, and Rebecca all a happy Mothers Day.  Sincerely and from the Bottom of my heart.  I had nothing but love for all of you and I loved Rachel and wanted her to be the mother of my child and love Jonathan as my own.

You have caused great harm and damage in my life with your Judgment.  Its ok I have lost both my mom and my dad,  my dad only 2 and a half months ago and I am still going strong.  To Pastor Coleman Glenn I am sorry that you are so hooked on doctrine instead of loving your fellow man you claim to follow the 10 Commandments but you forget the part about loving your neighbor oh and stop being Racist and get some black friends and maybe ill stop calling Dawson Creek New Church a Redneck Cult because Im only telling the truth.  You turned a black man away from not only your religion but put that city on the map for hate. 

I am sorry for anyone who feels I am being unfair to the New Church but none of you have had the balls to stand up to me and I don't think you ever will.  Rachel could end this in an act of love but I know her nature and she would rather everyone she loves around her get stepped on before she would come right out and admit anything she did or said was wrong and she would let the entire Church take the fall.  I will continue to call out the injustice and hypocrisy in the New Church and if anyone truly had any balls Bishop Keith would invite Rachel and I to make peace in front of the whole world or at least the New Church world by video.  Rachel couldnt do it though she isnt woman enough to but I am man enough to stand up to all the naysayers and people who have been unloving and who were vain and selfish enough to put me or my family down especially my deceased Mother.  I am far from done and my informative campaign about the New Church goes on even bigger this summer.  Thank you for taking the time to read this today.



Happy Mothers Day and God Bless